u all may know me as a happy go lucky person..
easy come easy go...
won't get angry..
everything will just be fine with me...

but, who knows what is inside of me?

no one really knows me...
even my very best fren...
maybe she knows more than the others..
but still..
u've yet know nothing deeply...

i've yet found my own key..
the key to unlock myself..

perhaps i'm a good listener..
but i can confirm that i'm a very bad speaker...
extremely bad...
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suddenly, thinking of u..
my mind flashed somethin' 'bout u...
...
since the beginning i knew u...
slowly...
u've already taken place in my heart...
u may not know..
but it's true...

but,
when will u step into my life?

i'm waitin'...
for me...
waitin' is a kind of torturing...

but i'm not really ready for it..
not ready to "...."
& not ready to be "....."

it's too complicated for me..

but, in the other hand..
i'm scared..
afraid to start..
'cos i'm scared to face the ending..

we can't always go on the way that we want..
just follow the fate...

and this is who i am...
this is the real me...