now.. camp is over..
normal lesson start to begin..

try as hard as possible to pay all my attention in class..
i've tried my best to keep myself away from sleepiness..
but, don't know why..
kept falling asleep..
just like i've left my soul somewhere..
probably i hvn't had enough sleep due to the late dismissal of the camp..

now my class is full of laughter with Danny's lamest jokes..:D

so far so good..
still can manage to cope in my studies..
hws & tests are still waiting for me..
especially my coursework..
the 'N' lvl qn ppr was just released last monday..
so i've to keep myself in my best condition...

today, went to NAFA open house..
the paintings were super awesome!!
and some others art pieces too..
i was so amazing..
looking at their creativity..
their passion..
wow..





*to the guide..
so what if i don't take art? -_-"


well, weekend is coming..
don't really feel going out..
perhaps just wanna have some good rest..
and prepare myself..

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day after day...
time passed away..
and my view towards this camp has been changed..

b4 the camp,
i felt it's like wasting time to attend this camp..
b'cause i'm not that kind of person who can sit down for hours..
i'm a little bit too active..
i prefer outdoor activities..
& i kept complaining why we need to attend this..
why we didn't just hv outdoor camp..

but now, i didn't regret..
i mean i didn't regret that i've attended this camp..
sitting on the chair from 8 a.m to 9 p.m..
talking 'bout super memory, power reading, goals, studies..
really guys..
honestly..
don't always think 'bout those things that we like to do..
but we also need spare sometimes to think 'bout ourselves..

let me introudce our trainers who have been motivating, leading & guiding us to find out who we really are...
*Danny Tong, an extremely humorous trainer..
he's known as joker, who won't hesitate to share his lame jokes and his "true" life stories...
*Kok Woei Tang, people always like to make fun of his name, but he doesn't really mind..
*Trina, 3na, from her i learn a lot of skills for reading..

i admit that sometimes during the talks, i felt very sleepy..
& i could easily fall a sleep when the trainer was talking..
i admit that i didn't participate 100%..
but i did try my very best so i participated at least 99.9%

today was the last session..
been through those 3 days with those trainers..
laughter, tears, anger..
now i begin to miss them already..
they made us to realise ourselves..
guided us to find out who we are..
they shared their precious stories to us..
and made it as fun as possible..

do cherish everything that we have..
life is really really unpredictable..
don't wait until we lose it, den we regret..
it's too late..

when times come to the closing ceremony,
some of our friends actually took out all their courages to stand on the stages,
just to share their stories for us..
there're a lot of touching moments was going on..
tears started coming out..
and mine almost couldn't control..
and also today was the first time i saw mdm jariah's tear rolled down..

for those who know me..
i'm a person who doesn't show my feeling...
i'll keep my feeling to the deepest of my heart..
i don't share it with others...
u can say i'm selfish or whatever you want..
but that's me..
i'm trying very hard to open myself..
but..
it didn't really work..
but i'm still trying...


do what it takes..
don't just say "If only..."






mr. Danny Tong (xiao ting TONG)
the coolest trainer.. haa



mr. Kok Woei Tang
(many peoples love his surname) LOL


didn't get the chance to take picture with Trina.. :(




and don't forget the "music" man..
without him, we maybe didn't get the chance to enjoy those good music..











our VP, mrs.Yee...



Happy Birthday Mdm Phua..


Strawberries u all!!! BFF!!!





it's over for today, but a brand new start for tomorrow...
and remember, CHOICES hv CONSEQUENCES...

so far so good..
Kok Woei Tang, Danny Tong, followed by Trina..

although there was some scene that i wasn't really comfortable with...
but, i feel the time was flying faster than yesterday..

heard the song "Hero" & "Child"..
and now i just realise that those songs are so meaningful..
(because i didn't really listen to the lyrics word by word b4 today)

so, tomorrow is the last day of the so called "Motivation Camp"..
although sometimes i hope it can end soon...
but, honestly, i did enjoy the camp so far..

wondering what will happen tomorrow...

see how I am now..
i'm feeling so terrible...
suffering from flu for the whole day..
kept sneezing until my stomach cramp...
now i'm just like a half alive corpse..
but still hv the mood to blog.. lol

first day of the day camp..
and i think it's the "best" camp i've attended so far in my life...
it's extremely "awesome"...
from 8 a.m - 9 p.m...
listening to 3 different trainers..
bla bla bla..
at least something went into my mind and get stucked...
if not, for what i'm attending this workshop...
haa...

for my lunch, tried teriyaki chicken..
not really good, but at least i could swallow it..
and for dinner, we ordered mc'd..
something happened..
but let's not talk about it..

finally it's end of the day..
thanks to mrs.ng gave me & reni a lift..
if not, i think i'm still in the bus now..

and the important thing is..
i'm still survived...
haa..

but it's just the 1st day...
2 more days to go..

just had my medicine..
hope it works and i'll get better tomorrow..

finally today is over..

hv been struggling with my sleepiness during lesson..
even in math..
i wonder why i was so sleepy... -_-"

and also hv been suffering during my cca..
been lectured by mr t..
then suddenly mr.sim's phrase came to my mind..
"in order to achieve, we must persist"
i know i need to apply it in my cca..
not only in cca, but in everything that we wanna achieve...

(wow, i didn't expect myself to say something so profound) :D

will today repeat again tomorrow???
i think so...

SYF '09 is getting closer and closer day by day..
followed by my 'N' & 'O'..
and my burden is getting heavier and heavier too..

had level meeting this morning..
in this year, there will be many events going on..
* lvl camp
* overseas trip
* 'N' & 'O' prelim
* 'N' & 'O' exam
* prom night

and all of these events need $$$...
i think 'around 1K in total?
..............................................................

school life has been good for these past few days..
just still find some difficulties to change my holiday mood into school mood..
haa...

nothing much changes..
the only change is just i won't hv any relief teacher anymore i think..
because we're all in critical period..
so the school arranged permanent teacher for us..

so far so good..
i like my el teacher..
although he directly gave us essay diagnostic test on first el lesson,
but..
i still find his lesson quite interesting..
at least not like previous el lesson..
so bored..
and sometimes we get high..
wow..

still be able to cope..
not much hw..
just my amath hol hw is gonna due as soon as mdm au steps into our class..
still hvn't finished it yet for almost half..

Labels: in order to achieve, we must persist

first day of school...
brand new year..
brand new term..

everything was fine today..
xcept the principal's talk..
damn boring..
kept fallin' asleep...

saw lots of new faces (but none of them in my class)..
now in sec 4..
will b taking 'n' level & 'o' level for math..
need to more serious liao...

stayed back after school for sec 1 orientation preparation...
tomorrow still need to go to school.. :[


my mom just called me..
she seems in good mood today..
she said she's going to buy for me a camera..
yuhuu....

going to orchard again with shixin this sunday..
to find books...
need to read more english book liao..
have to pass my el with flying colour..
must!! haa

went to AMK hub with nicole..
went there to become an auntie..
haa..

nicole brought lots of things..
she decided to cab home..
left me alone..

just now suddenly thought of buying "twilight"...
went to amk popular but out of stock..
so decided to go to bras basah popular to try my luck..
unfortunately, it's the same..
den otw, saw mr.yong...
greeted him, then walked away..
haa..

den tried to kinokuniya..
finally found it..
so, totally i bought 2 books today.. (miracle) lol


cost me nearly 40 bucks..
-_-"

but still think of buying another 2..


after that, shopped alone at bugis street for a while..
den trained home..

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
wish u all hv a good start..
GBU...



o ya..
just havin' instant noodle as my new year dinner..
poor me ~_~




i wonder if i can wake up tomorrow for school?