had an outing with teddy yesterday..
actually with ms shereen too, but she was sick..
so ended up only me, nicole, teddy..

after lunch, had nothing to do..
went to zara for clothes hunting..
for them only, not me =) haha

walked around like we've never been to orchard before..
walked without any direction..
after awhile, he & his cousin came..
gossiping @ Starbucks..
after that, that was the end of the day...

don't know why..
suddenly felt so emo today...
extremely emo...
went out alone with no direction..
just followed wherever my feeling wanted to go...
finally it led me to "there"...
bought 2 green apples & 1 spy..
sitting & emoing with my drinks..
basically, i almost finished the 3 bottles until he came..

sitting at the sunset spot around 1-2..
it was really fantastic..
skin undergoes high temperature, mailard red-ing is occured.. =)
forgot to bring my sunblock..
and i didn't expect there to b so hot either..
in the end, yeah, sunburn..

follow him to bedok for his photoshoot..
that's when my emo day became my laughing day..

yo...
went for jogging yesterday, which i planned 2 weeks ago? haha..
ran from sengkang 195 to s'rangoon 127...
then from s'rangoon 127 to sengkang 195...
strolling - jogging - running - wrong 88 - 161
good experience...

saw dheo's bro..
met christine (si ting?) also =)

prelim 2 is just around the corner..
9 more days??
first ppr is cpa, which means i don't hv to go to sch..
holiday.. hahaha

now cw finally is a history.. hahaha
gonna focus now.. =)

i know i was missing for the whole day yesterday..
i even didn't contact those i contact everyday..
i just want to be alone..
keep myself in the world of my own..
i am a fishmonger (what do i sell?)
i know you are all worried..
i'm just used to it..
i just don't like to share my thinking to others..
even though those who i really close to..
is it a sin?
my heart is just blocked by a door..
i wish i could find the key..
key of the door of my heart..
but i think i've lost it..
many of you are trying to find it..
i think u'll need years..

don't ask me why...

i'm wondering why i was hot today...
haha..

temp for the past 3 days under LOA..
36.5 - 36.6 - 36.7

and today was the first day of school..
or maybe i was too excited? haha..
37.3
0.2 degree more then i'm qualified for quarantine..

having oral exam now..
scared and nervous..
"my weakest point is communication..."

i may be smiling outside,
but i'm crying inside...

don't ask me why...