like.NO.others

day after day...
time passed away..
and my view towards this camp has been changed..

b4 the camp,
i felt it's like wasting time to attend this camp..
b'cause i'm not that kind of person who can sit down for hours..
i'm a little bit too active..
i prefer outdoor activities..
& i kept complaining why we need to attend this..
why we didn't just hv outdoor camp..

but now, i didn't regret..
i mean i didn't regret that i've attended this camp..
sitting on the chair from 8 a.m to 9 p.m..
talking 'bout super memory, power reading, goals, studies..
really guys..
honestly..
don't always think 'bout those things that we like to do..
but we also need spare sometimes to think 'bout ourselves..

let me introudce our trainers who have been motivating, leading & guiding us to find out who we really are...
*Danny Tong, an extremely humorous trainer..
he's known as joker, who won't hesitate to share his lame jokes and his "true" life stories...
*Kok Woei Tang, people always like to make fun of his name, but he doesn't really mind..
*Trina, 3na, from her i learn a lot of skills for reading..

i admit that sometimes during the talks, i felt very sleepy..
& i could easily fall a sleep when the trainer was talking..
i admit that i didn't participate 100%..
but i did try my very best so i participated at least 99.9%

today was the last session..
been through those 3 days with those trainers..
laughter, tears, anger..
now i begin to miss them already..
they made us to realise ourselves..
guided us to find out who we are..
they shared their precious stories to us..
and made it as fun as possible..

do cherish everything that we have..
life is really really unpredictable..
don't wait until we lose it, den we regret..
it's too late..

when times come to the closing ceremony,
some of our friends actually took out all their courages to stand on the stages,
just to share their stories for us..
there're a lot of touching moments was going on..
tears started coming out..
and mine almost couldn't control..
and also today was the first time i saw mdm jariah's tear rolled down..

for those who know me..
i'm a person who doesn't show my feeling...
i'll keep my feeling to the deepest of my heart..
i don't share it with others...
u can say i'm selfish or whatever you want..
but that's me..
i'm trying very hard to open myself..
but..
it didn't really work..
but i'm still trying...

do what it takes..
don't just say "If only..."