exhausted - tired...
finally, everything is over.
today was the finishing line of my suffering.

but, don't really know why.
i kept wishing for the ending,
but when it came,
sometimes, feel like chasing it away..

perhaps,
i have just used to it..
suffering???
so what...
it really means nothing now.

looking back what I was..
reflect..
have I grown up?
i think so.

as what i said,
i'm just used to it..
performance, competition..
feeling nervous is not a big deal.
& i don't really feel anything...

不在乎结果, 只在乎过程

don't compete with others..
compete with yourself..