i know i was missing for the whole day yesterday..
i even didn't contact those i contact everyday..
i just want to be alone..
keep myself in the world of my own..
i am a fishmonger (what do i sell?)
i know you are all worried..
i'm just used to it..
i just don't like to share my thinking to others..
even though those who i really close to..
is it a sin?
my heart is just blocked by a door..
i wish i could find the key..
key of the door of my heart..
but i think i've lost it..
many of you are trying to find it..
i think u'll need years..

don't ask me why...