12.17.2009
why am I being so emotional?
just relax..
reality is always cruel..



suddenly feel so empty...



good girl has gone bad.. mwahaha..
i'll stop everything,
and back to who I really am... =)
12.15.2009
out of sudden, feel so scared...
scared of losing you...

you're my shoulder..
shoulder for me to lie on..

past is past..
don't bring it along to future...
let's start afresh,
for a better tomorrow... =)







A Little Love

Greatness as you,
smallest as me
You show me what is deep as sea
A little love, little kiss
A little hug, little gift
All of little something,
these are our memories
You make me cry,
make me smile
Make me feel the love is true
You always stand by my side
I don't want to say good bye
You make me cry,
make me smile
Make me feel the joy of love
Oh! Kissing you
Thank you for all the love, you always give to me
Oh, I love you
12.10.2009
hi...



















































bye...
12.08.2009
hi..
i'm saying hi now because im gonna say goodbye later..

why do i keep torturing myself?
i feel so miserable..
i feel pain..
i feel lonely now..

it seems that i really get addicted..
i NEED it now..

tmr is wednesday..
will i regret?

i need some alcohol to make myself drunk..
sometimes it's good to be drunk rather than awake and feel the pain..
i know it's only last for a while, but better than nothing..

i might seem to be a good student, good daughter..
but who really knows the true side of myself?

i really need a quiet place..
a place that i can shout..
shout out all my pain..
and start afresh..

simple life isn't really that bad..
and now my life is so EXTRAordinary..

18..
i think this no. will remain in my memory forever..
started my 18-year old life in a very special way..
no one will expect where and how i celebrated this day..
for those who doesnt know,
i think u all just know i went missing..

just went to somewhere where no one wants to go..
it's cold and i was shivering inside..
a place which full of fear..
felt helpless...
no one can help you there..
only regret that you can feel..

now is 11.45..
i want to sleep..
want to end my today, and start a new tomorrow..
but, cant.. myb insomnia?
hmm...


goodbye...





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